Just couldn't stop crying..., tears just rolled uncontrollaby, how I wish I could just stay and be with them now. Already missing them so terribly much. I have never been separated with them before since they were created in my womb.
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All started since MIL wanted to renovate a house in her hometown. And when the work started, she has been longing to go back there to supervise the renovation. And that means she will need to stay there for a period of time and babies will be with her.
So after 2 weeks of delay, CK and me finally sent her to her hometown yesterday. I was more worried about settling them down above others, so I kept accompanying them, bathing, playing and sleeping with them. I wanted them to feel secure in a new environment, although they had visited the hometown prior to this.
But today separation really tore my heart. Everything was okay, until the moment for us to leave. When I kissed my boy and gal goodbye, tears suddenly rolled non stop, I just couldn't stop hugging them again and again. Even when CK was closing the gate after he reversed the car, I went down again just to kiss and hug my babies.
My gal was crying since she wanted to follow us, but she still did not know that we meant to leave her there until next week. Whereas my boy was grinning when I kissed him, as he still does not understand. Sob..sob..sob.., thinking of it is making me crying again.
I am a mushy bag today, with tears keep on threatening to flow out freely. :(
1 comment:
Arrgh.. it's always hard to be separated with our children...
I wonder why some parents can sell their children....
and I also wonder why our parents can allow us to further our study overseas...
But then, I think this is just temporary since they are still small... It's gonna be a different story when the children get older...
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